Mark 9:23 & 24 (NKJV)
Jesus said to him, "If you can believe, all things are possible to him who believes." Immediately the father of the child cried out and said with tears, "Lord, I believe; help my unbelief!"
We all often find ourselves in similar situations, we all want to believe, but our adult mind is cluttered with circumstantial evidence to the contrary; faith is believing what God has said, not what you have seen, God's word is truth, and Jesus has given each of us the Holy Spirit, the revealer of His truth; listen to Him (John 14:16 & 17).
Hebrews 11:6 (NKJV)
But without faith it is impossible to please Him, for he who comes to God must believe that He is, and that He is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him.
To grow in faith we must know who God is and understand and accept our relationship with Him, God is our Father and we are His beloved children, joint heirs with Jesus, adopted into His family, and there is no earthly need that God can not and will not provide, Jesus came so that we would have life and life in abundance (John 10:10).
Abba Father may our eyes be forever fixed on You and may our hearts always be receptive to Your word, Your truth, You are our ever present help in times of need; it is in the name of our Lord and our Savior Christ Jesus that we pray. Amen.